Wednesday, November 18, 2009 | 9:57 PM
Cold Cold Cold in my room! puff!
Well back here at 10pm.. just finish vote my idol. Suzairi hope u won the singapore idol. Be in top 3 dude.
well here still missing u gal. Hope time can turn us back like bfore. Last 14.11.2009 was mine two years. But eventually was not. too bad ijan.
Well tommorow gone inspection. have to wake up early lah seyy. tats the boring part. But never mind. I'm good to wake up early. Today per normal goin to work and prison again. hmmpf will update again.. seem like singapore idol result show had start with the song "i got the feeling" can wait to meet titi this friday at night. well missing her already..
Toodles
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 | 8:33 PM
Back with bloggies! Been so busy this day going out and here finally got time to blog.. YEY!
Recently just got my pay and here that will alawys be a problem. going here and there.
First up, i just feel happy these day although i miss someone badly and feel sad when she not around but just i hear ur voice.
Last friday,
Morning werking as per normal nothing much and ended at 1730hrs. Off to clark Quey and meet my long lost friend. I miss them so much. We always beeen together kan dulu since school day. So meet them at starbuck. Omg! finallay found them. I feell so happy. Den came down with Mus and his friend.
Many thing were done. Picture, Chit Chat, Laugh like hell, smoking. Well done with dat mus was planing to play pool. So we all walk to the pool. But eventually pool was full i guess and we stand there and to plan what next? Ermm thinking where we can find pool and sunddenly roy came out with plan wanna have sing song. Which means karaoke. So we had Karaoke at ming Arcade the Cash studio. Hmmp. While Mus and his friend head up pool on B2 floor while we at B3. So 3hrs for karaoke. 9.30 started and ended at 12.30am. So roy plan to leave the place at 11.45 and catch up the last train. We shall say ok. So sing song.
Laugh shout here and there. hahahak! that was funny. Roy being like a jerk. Titi being like a Bitch and i being like Watever. So 11.40 stop and roy when off to toilet. Roy say meet u at counter later. Me and yati say ok. So roy when off toilet. Yati was packing her stuff, meanwhile i just brwing through the song den resipe berkasih song came out. So me and titi sang. and roy came in on our 2nd verse of the song. The next thing. Roy say "wah aku ada kencing den lari cari krg kat counter den krg kat sini nyanyi nyanyi" and me and yati Laugh! hahaha.. So time out was 11.53pm we walk and this lady titi was so freak. Her slipper is slippery so she had to hold my hand and walk slowly. So walk and walk. Fuck last train was done! its was drizzling dat period of time. So we went to find NR. We walk and walk and walk. Fish! we all are wet.! Damm. All NR were set and we set down at taka. We all take a break and time check was 12.30am. Send titi to busttop and head off to hm.
Saturday..
Meet up nana and had a joyful day with here. first time meet since we been friend in Msn for a long time. She was late and we catch up the movie called...
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY
yes took the movie at 7.10 pm at Marina Square. With Popcorn and drinks. The movie was awesom and the suspension was best enough to make people shout. Its was good movie. Nann leave me at 10.45pm and i meet up titi. So sleep over my house cause we got thing to do on sunday. Big project.
Sunday come..
Yes we woke up at abt 1pm cause we sleep late dat night.!
2pm start let clear all my stuff in my bedroom all bring out. We laugh and smoke before dat we had breakfest i mean really late breakfest like 1pm.. hahhaak. we had jeapnese crispy chicken. Yummuy!
So let start... Let the picture do the talking now..
Laugh, jokes, Fucking face, all were out. So time check was 12am so all were settel and i treat titi with MCDONALD.
Den we had smoke and some rest and off to bed. As the next day i have to work!
Monday
Morning.. me and titi left the house at 1000am. and i off to work as titi off to do meet her friend. So working as pernormal and headed off to prison. and haed Nasi Amber. So headed to Admirlty west and den follow up by Changi prison at 3.30pm. Headed home after dat. Mus and my 2nd brother head to my place as we wanted to Go ZIRCA! yeah! all were pretty excited and leave the house at 7.30pm took train and meet up with my bukit panjang friend and my station mate. So cool. hope its a good one for me. So headed up and get the ticket first. and make a move to zirca. Wtf! the queue was so long. Bamm this is a shit.! so been queue for like 1 hr plus. So headed in Zirca!
each hours is getti8ng more and more pack. getting
squeeze in the club. well i have nothing much to elaborate.! so head home at 5.15pm! and zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZ!
toodles!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 | 11:38 PM
Well its been so bore down here. Mom beside me now watching tv.
So let me tell u about my current life. Well it just to hard for me to handle this by seeing my ex. had a good time with the love once, her bf and stuff. Yah i know, i will be never good for u. But why issit happening right now. Yah NS pay is really damn low. I plan all out but in the end all like a puzzle broke into pieces. With this Ns pay all money is really hard to support myself. I not the kind of person who is homely and good. But why cant u treat my mom like ur current bf mom right now. well, Dat dosent matter anyway. But simply right now, with single life is really damm bore and sometime i feel it cool. But this feeling playing me out and im confused. No confident at all to be in love. My heart is missing with the gal name "Sumarni Anhar". i just love her damm much. Its hard, my feeling been kill just like dat. No explanation from herself. But i need to run here and there to find the truth ans. Every single night and day. Been missing u so much. The frame of our picture really touch my heart where i put beside my computer, so eveyday i woke up and whatever i do, i can see those picture.
I miss the smile of us and the memories and the old school day. The joker we had since day one. But i dont have the ans to myself why i behaving this way. The way that u did feel much love, lack of love, the way u want. Yes i diff. I been missing u badly, Crying and its hard for me to move on. when i'm moving on, i started to move on, but somehow, its hold me back and stuck there. Its damm hard, went u lost the one u really love. With not much motivation here to move on. Thinking of u make me really, want me to turn back time, where i use to have fun with u. Run here and there. Smile n hug. Somehow, feeling like meeting u and just hug u and squeeze u hard. Its really such hurt to see u together with him. Like my aunty say "marni iyelah satu anugerah untok kau dari tuhan"... that was really touch, but i try my best to hold on to her, but she let me go. Till now its really a missing, in my heart. its getting harder to move on.
The day u call me abt asking the laptop password. Its really a realised, by hearing ur voice, just ur voice can be a realised. Been many days pass. Yet still i having problem with this. No point of crying. Nothing can be change now. So i as i always say i cannot be friend with her anymore, Once contact will free like missing you so much.
So now, i getting closer with my MOM. Everyday get to see Mom face. Talking and sloving problem. I just love my Mom. Dah mcm matair. Somehow, we had dinner together, and breakfast. Feel like heaven with mom. I love u mom! She the best mother i ever had. So supporting and give me advise abt relationship.
So been at home for almost evryday after work and stuck here. But its good, i feel save at home. Friend busy with werking life now. Yeah, we growing my dear friend, we have to work to get money to enjoy life and be prepare for future. Other friend been asking me out, but guys sorrry, gaji belom masok lah. So my pay getting soon. Will make up alright.
My Upcoming Event:
14 November - Meeting Farhan For drinks.
16 November - Party with Bukit Panjang Friend.
19 November - Party with Close friend, Mom and station Mate.
21 November - Sentosa.
26 November - Thailand.
Pretty much plan right.
So recently at work, Just promoted from SC to Caporal.
Congarate to me ijan. Hope to get sergeant soon. And plan to sign and get good money in future. Its worth working with goverment good money. Will explain u more its getting late.
Night. Time check: 1240am.
Toodles!
Monday, November 9, 2009 | 6:48 PM
Holla!
Back to blog here once again.
So today been raining heavy since afternoon. Yes, i cold down here and its been so tired day. My brother went to aunty house. So yah, now no one is at home. Time check, 6.50pm. Haishh! Well here are some updation, But kindda lazy to to type a lot. So i will just make it short and simple.
Last friday was reall a tired day for me..
Mornig off to work as normal, so had some Passport to extend and some screening document to be screen at CPF building. So left office with lionel at about 12pm and took his bike drove to ica, but eventually on the way there. Clouds stared to get dark so we stop off at Tiong Bharu there and he park his bike and head of to toilet and den, we off to take train, but mean time, linol ezlink no credit, phone his sister to transfer money and top up, while waiting we had a smoke and went down back and took train as he only can have one ride. so off to ICA. So reach ICA at abt 1.20pm and finish at about 2.00pm and headed off to Beach rd and had lumch. So after dat walk back to lavender mrt and stop at control station as linel need to top-up his ezlink. So he drop off at Tiong Bharu and me, meet up with mus at commonwelth and straight off to Lot 1 and meet paya and ann. To watch movie. So while waiting, we had to food culture. They eat. Den smoke break again and took some picture
then headed off to MOVIE and watch..
Yes, Jennifer Body.
Movie ended and off to took train right away, and make to Boon lay as we want to sing song and karaoke.!
My mom join us after her work. So afer 30 min of tat, me and mom make a move to home sweet home, and my cousin is sleeping at my house today.
So last Sat went out with Mus, heading to town. So up to Far East plaza and done with out Lunch, We had Laksa for lunch accompany by carrot cake and a drink of ice lemon tea. So after that we walk and walk and meet up Lionel my station mate to have some chit chat at plaza Singapura. And we three plan up with playing pool.
But in the end, pool was full with tournament and awaiting time will be long. so headed off to clark quey and slack and headed back home. tired!
Toodles!
